2009年7月20日 星期一

20/7 bad luck

wednesday i lost my wallet with ic, driving lesen , atm card and some money

thursday. i go to report police at 700am and after that go to do my ic, im the 1st of it . but in my pocket only got RM98, 2 dollar report police use it.. the ic with tempor 1 need RM110..kill me, made me cant do it. after that perikanan got metting, maybe got someone will visit us... the head of perikanan ask me standby here. what a damn..im need go to do IC and use the temporary IC try to go maybank to c can do atm or take money mah. at the end..not visitor came..i cant do anything with temporary....how i passed my life? oh bek home take the other ATM card go original bank to do...damn..all bus ticket are sold out.

friday...i have search whole my room , cos im need buy some vegetable and meat. orelse really need to b hungry for few day. lucky my room is full of surprise, i got RM200,well withough 1 hour. after buy little vegetable..my working need RM3xx...at the end im pay all my money and still negative money.

saturday what a sad day it was. i have throw all the sick fish, and made me have a sad begin. but sad begin not mean all sad.....at least only sad begin, the afternoon and everning feel better. cos dont have any thing give me trouble. i still wondering maybe my bad luck gone. woh...it great to have a raining night..it must good for sleep... damn who ask the raining nite with big thunder......my blower electric is burn.......common................................................. i wan nice sleep. end up im cant have nice sleep . need kept check the fish is still ok or not.

sunday. woh it must a suck day. cos the blower burn havent done....still ask for help..the other place cme bad news again...the big pump is out of use...im need to repair it immediately. cos the big fish pool water have been throw..im immediate stop my worker to throw the water to take sample..and change the pump immediately. what the fucking thing appear again . the hammer can b out of use? and go to lend..but they say it gone... suck day. the tiger grouper have the egg with bad 1. how come everything like that?
afternoon wait for my atm card. well normally postman came at 200pm but today came at 330pm i should fell great that the postman still came?

monday. it should b a bz time...but is holiday here. i go to check got the egg or not...didnt c anyone..i think i still assume the egg is bad... and later im grating the fish. it got much different and hard to decide. if im grate it should have some lost in grate. if not , it will b eat by bigger 1..what the fucking thing im need to made decision. afternoon im go to have tea with an uncle..well i have order what i use to order...but the thing it came...made me hard to drink it...damn , and after that im order teh o ais limau...huh, how come they dont place sugar inside... does i have so something wrong? the most terrible thing is, my computer cant type chinese anymore, last nite still can, but today when i start computer. when i try to type chinse..not matter i try to type it at where, that software must hang ...or forbid to close. damn
what will happen tomolo i dont know, but i just hope the day after tomolo wont happenthe bus is rosak made me cant made the time to bek home and miss the fligh at thursday


woh tuesday now, what happen today? i have a bz day . i start work at 630. and till 1230pm begin got time to rest and have my lunch. after that rest a while..wash something, need go pejabat collect the fax... the fax is blablabla...i dont know what it was. and okie, i call KL office ask what they send to me....damn...how come call KL office not ppl answer? it was 2xxpm . KL net cant b use? use internet...huh, y skype can msg sg fren , but just failed to msg KL office?
is my bad luck came again? i still got much thing to do, go take money, wash the net. go pay electric bill, go pay what my employee buy . go ask something .
woh...finally success contact with KL ....ask them what they fax me..they ask me , dont u know? i say im not good in language melayu woh..they reply it was my ting.....i need to take k it..
damn.....now is what...i deserve it? im a technique, only. suck man
after that ,since u dont tell me, i straigh call boss..i know she not at malaysia..let her heart pain ba. nvm not my bussinesee. okie, i know what it mean at last....and the ppl who incharge it came to find me..wohoho..my luck is good now? oh yeah..he help me to solve the problem ...but tell me another huge problem............
8/8/2009 need to do giant grouper injection again..and maybe taiwanese mr.lim will came........
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh y choise that day.??????????????? i got something need to do that day....suck......................i hate u................................

23-27th in holiday...

28th- just arrive the working place...arrive almost 530. cant sleep..just surfing online, and when it little bright go to check the fish......oh shit........y bcame so less???????????? and grate the fish..after that..check the big fish...huh, y it look sick..damn.......im very tired..but y still so much thing need to handle...1 of big pump is out of use..havent repair...aiks..actually is too tired and fish less fish sick..made me fell OOXX i just rest few day

29th
tired day, today wake a bit late 600am ..check the fish, grate the fish...the fish dont have what expect ...fell sianz...and the sick fish...ask for help..still say it was mine wrong...well who wrong is nevermind.. i just made a report only...just wan to give treatment only.
less fish , and some fish sick, and some pump out of use..made me fell sianz...just bek need rest so much thing need me handle in same time..and kl office still ask me do this do that....
aiks troublesome. and the glasser of mind have drop 1 side...
actually now im still blur blur..dont really know what i am writing..maybe just made a note...let me next time remind ba

2009年7月15日 星期三

16/7

应该难过吗? 我的钱包掉了,里面有RM150 左右吧. 还有身份证,提款卡。公司的名片。
已经去报警了,遗失身份证。现在要等的就是去弄身份证。。目前在等渔业局的其他人过来参观,我才可以离开。aiks....之后就是要弄我的东西。。报案rm2,弄身份证rm 110 有够贵的。。我都钱包部件。。还叫我付那魔贵。。真是 ooxx
well 没又难过,只有觉得麻烦。。我好像不是很normal。我怎末觉得钱掉了,就是运气不好而已。。真是无言。

2009年7月13日 星期一

13/7/09

最近,其实我都不知道在做社莫。。工作其实也不会非常忙碌,只是很多时候都走不开而已。
老板来了,走了。工作还是继续。。工人走了,来了。。。工作还是一样,只是换了一个人而已。
其实最近过的浑浑噩噩的。也不知道在做社莫。 只是工作工作。把每天应该要做,基本的东西都监督好而已。我好像还没有办法每天都反省一下。要比别人强,就需要每天反省 思考 今天在做了些社莫。做以下记录。 不过我好像很懒惰。。埃,不提也罢。

感觉上工作好像都跟我的假期过意不去。 我22号拿假。。结果工作在那附近都安排了很多东西,当然 我不是老板。。而且我也提前1个多月说了。。所以 恩。。去死吧工作。。。我还是放我的假,才不理你呢。

我是坏人哈哈哈哈

今天早上 在路上看到很多人跟车。。结果我骑车过去看。。发现是一起车祸。。一个人被撞死了。。瓦,我现在才发现我其实很怕死。。。 那个骑士我不认识,不过好像是一个渔业局员工的邻居。听他说,那个人是好人,只是过马路没有看路而已,然后就被军车给橦死了,有点难过。。对人类生命脆弱 有点难过,我想 我变得脆弱了。 可能都是被那些佛教的因果报应感染了。 都要求自己不要作孽。 不过 其实我也在斗争。。。应该做的就去做,自己觉得队的就去做。。不应该拿那些来顾虑的。 所以 我自己战胜了自己。。虽然我还是被感染了,比较脆弱了,但是 做事情的时候。。还是一样去做。。
最近杀生很严重。。鱼中病毒。。。所以我丢了很多活鱼。 每天都几万上下的。 希望过几天不会丢了。。
这样希望是因为。。过几天丢的一定会减少啦。。鱼变少了,所以死亡当然就少了啊。。只是希望他们不要再死了。

旧生命死亡。。新生命来了。。那些虾我好像还没有自己玩过。。。要好好研究。。那些都是宝贵的经验。

2009年7月4日 星期六

4 july 09

好久没有写了,
最近好像变懒惰了,工作上还是很讨厌我的老板,吝啬鬼,虽然很多老板都这样的,不过我决定了在他手下待多一年,然后一定走。

最近的我,嘴巴突然很痒,一直想吃东西。。哈哈 好想恋台湾的美食哦。

最近的我,好像比较晚睡觉,所以开始有点累了。

最近的我,好像不够开朗,既然会跟别人抱怨东西

最近的我,变得懒惰说话了。我懒惰找话题。

最近的我,好像好好好奇怪哦。。不过我一直都很奇怪的。

现在我还是好好睡觉,不要想事情,有空打打坐,冷静一下吧。。 好久没有打坐思考东西了。可能这个原因,我迷失了吧。