After an island trip to finish my working day at ASM, it was an excellent end for me. but after this trip...im came back to realistic already. receintly what i have met a problem is what job i wish to do? should i still need to choise the job i wish to do? im really qualify of the job which i wish to do?
it really a question mark for me. it really bored and really a matter with hatred to rethink. should i insist on my target of job? oh~~in fact have a target is not an easy thing, but if u wish to achived the target, we need plenty of patient. it a really big problem i'm meeting righ now.
有時候在想,周圍好多朋友都過得好不錯,怎我還在原地踏步. 還在混日子的感覺很不好. 雖然說人生不能比較,可是看看周圍的人都在往前邁步,只有我還在龜速的累積.不急嗎? 那是騙人的. 所以真得很困擾,
堅持到後方為贏. 真的給自己最後1-2個星期的堅持把. 也須堅持很苦,堅持很悶...一個人的堅持真的不容易. 須要忍耐別人的目光,我也不可能躲起來躲避別人的目光. 現在的我沒有極限,沒有害怕,如果害怕就越要去做.
我不容許我自己懦弱,真的,雖然堅持的日子苦悶,也許有時候也找不到目標,但是很可笑 為了那一點點的堅持,搞到自己恢頭恢臉的.
最後還是一句,我付出過,我努力過,我不後悔,如果時間可以重來,我做的可能比現在更加絕,不斷的嘗試,不斷的追求.
只要求一個不悔的人生.
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